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Slowly catching up on things now I am finally home for a 4 week stretch before the last 2 shows of the year, Barcelona at L’Auditori on 14 December and Lisbon at Galeria Ze Dos Bois on 16 December.

SLETTEBAKEN KIRKE, BERGEN, EKKO FESTIVAL XX @ekkobergen 5 NOVEMBER 2023, AND THE 1991 CAMPER VAN TRIP. 
When I first saw pictures of Slettebaken Kirke, a brutalist church in the outskirts of Bergen, I immediately thought this would be a special show. Entering the church, which feels unexpectedly intimate and faces a beautiful expanse of water, my impression was immediately confirmed. I hadn’t been told though that there would be a special light and shadows show created by a top light designer, Silje Grimstad, and when I saw the photos and videos after the show, I was floored. 

Months before I had thought of asking for this show to be documented on film properly, but the grind of touring coupled with “real life” also still happening, and my uncertainty as to how so much concrete would sound, meant I got discouraged and didn’t even enquire as to the possibility. I really regret it, as I think this was a unique experience that won’t be repeated. 
It felt strong and bittersweet to be back in Bergen at this exact point in my life: it isn’t just the place I’ve played the most in Scandinavia (4 times), it was also part of the farthest trip we did in the camper van with my parents and brother when I was 15, in 1991. I have very distinct memories of being in town, and now that my dad is extremely ill, I could not help but think of him, how much he was once able to do, and his complete helplessness now. 
It was also on that trip that we stopped in Copenhagen on the way back: I saw two musicians doing Beatles covers on acoustic guitars, which led me to ask my parents if they could buy me one. They agreed, and that’s how this whole music-making journey started.
🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤ the audience, the amazing team @ekkobergen , especially Asle for inviting me back and choosing me to close the festival, and @martheserck for being the sweetest driver, and Slettebaken Kirke.
Big thank you too to @freyaphotos for taking me birdwatching on Herdla – I can still see the grey seal staring at us!!! – and Petri @blankblank_studio and Henrik @henriksvanevik for the reconnection walk 😍
📷 @martheserck @ekkobergen @petriblank @ssekkingstad Pernille Grondal @__persnille @katarina_kierulf

AMULETOS PODCAST EN ESPAÑOL

Barcelona-based Ana Banana DJ already invited me to her radio programme Amuletos last year for a retrospective of my work, in Spanish. I finally recorded the *real* Amuletos podcast last month, at my studio: Ana asks her guests to choose music and an object that function as “amulets” for them, and I had a great time choosing these, you can listen to the program here.

Here are a couple of related photos she took at my place, and the text I wrote in Spanish.

“Ha sido un placer poder hacer una selección bastante diferente de lo que suelo elegir para mixes y demás programas de radio: la propuesta de Ana de elegir “músicas amuletos” me ha permitido dejar de lado la preocupación de ser “original” en mis elecciones musicales, y resonó inmediatamente con el momento muy peculiar en el que me encuentro ahora, un periodo en el que a menudo me encuentro revisitando momentos de mi infancia y adolescencia, lo que me ha permitido reconectar con muchos recuerdos musicales hasta ahora bastante olvidados e incluso infravalorados. 

He ido eligiendo cada tema de manera cronológica, cada uno coincidiendo a la vez con lugares muy concretos de mi vida de aquel entonces y tambien con formatos y equipos de reproducción muy específicos. Tuvé que dejar de lado un par de momentos importantes, pero casi todos han cabido en esa selección de 7 temas. Espero que los disfrutarais, y tambien el hecho que la charla sea en mi idioma adoptivo, el que hablo cada dia y en el que pienso y sueño. Mil gracias Ana!”

ANIMAL SHELTER AND RESCUE UPDATE

Last but least, I am copying here the text I sent to my Bandcamp followers on 8th November, for those of you who have been following my animal shelter initiative linked to my song “Conditional”.

KINGS PLACE, LONDON, 15 OCTOBER 2023
The UK is where I lived for more than 2 years of my young adulthood (1997-99: Winchester, Liverpool, Salford), it’s obviously very dear to me for musical reasons too, and the show at Kings Place last year cemented my decision to go back to live playing, so it felt tofally right to start the European leg of this tour there. Also, the beautiful symbol of playing in Salford at The White Hotel @m3_7lw , 2.4 miles from where I had moved 25 years previously, at a really rough point of my life, was not lost on me. 
So thank you so much to each and everyone of you who came to these 2 shows. Also please know that your kind words, the fact that some of you travelled to see these shows,  really means a lot to me. 
At Kings Place I was given the luxury of a long show with an interval and it makes so much sense to play the Jour and Nuit sides with a break in the middle. I was able to play “Mon coeur” for the first time (I’ve sacrificed it in the other shows because each movement is so complex to  set up, but so short!) , but I ended up not playing “Les parenthèses – Epilogue” because I didn’t see the song in my @squarpinstruments Hapax, and yet afterwards I realized it was there, I just needed to scroll up! Which gives me an opportunity to say how happy I am with it: it’s doing exactly what I needed it to do, and can do so much more! 

SILENT GREEN, BERLIN, 20th OCTOBER.
I have been happy at every single show of this tour so far, but some shows end up being more special than others, usually because of a combination of place, sound and audience: the show in Berlin @silent.green last week was one of these for me, I am still carrying its warmth within me.

AQUARIUM DRUNKARD TRANSMISSIONS PODCAST: INDEPTH INTERVIEW ON LE JOUR ET LA NUIT DU RÉEL + ESSENTIAL TREMORS PODCAST + HHV 10 FAV VINYL
It was my immense pleasure to speak to Jason Woodbury @aquariumdrunkard last month about the new album and go really deep and personal into the multifaceted concept behind it and the life events that have informed it. We ended up talking about online vs real life, night time, but also neurodegenerative disease, mental health and suicide. Having now relistened to the podcast, I’m relieved that it doesn’t actually sound grim – more like an opening up about the serious life stuff which can (and often does) end up affecting all of us.
When we spoke in 2021 about my previous album, The Tunnel and the Clearing, we had also gone into some very personal aspects of that album, and I am really grateful to Jason for creating a long form, safe space where his guests can explore this sort of themes at length, without this feeling at any point like a vacuous exercise in promotion.
If you want to know more about the album and are interested in perhaps listening to it in a different, deeper or complementary way, I really invite you to take some time and listen to the podcast in your favorite space, as I don’t think I’ll have many more opportunities to talk about this record in a deeper, more personal way.

I also got the chance to speak about 3 songs that powerfully impacted me at 3 stages of my young life (Lee Perry in early childhood, The Beatles in my early teens and This Heat in my late teens) for the brilliant Essential Tremors podcast. For family reasons, the past year has been full of revisiting my youth, which in turn has led to a reevaluation of what it is that has led me to making music and making it in the way I’ve made it.

In a similar spirit, but in writing this time, I was invited by HHV to talk about 10 vinyl that have shaped, improved and made me.

As always, thank you so much for your support and your time!!!

Le jour et la nuit du réel, my 8th album, was released on 22nd September, the day after I arrived in New York for what was my first real tour in 6 years. I didn’t have the time to post about it on this website, as updating with WordPress on a mobile phone is not the most convenient thing, and then I just got swept away by touring. Now I finally have a bit of time to sit down, only to leave again this Saturday for the first show of a European tour (all dates below) which will be spread over this fall, winter and spring 2024, so that my dear kitties Sol and Klee don’t suffer too much from my absence.

Remember that if you’d like more money to come to me and the label, then your best option is to order via the Thrill Jockey website, which can ship from Germany or the US (PLEASE DISREGARD THE UK SHIPPING MENTION, AS THIS IS A BUG THAT NEEDS TO BE SORTED ON THEIR WEBSITE: WE PROMISE YOU WILL GET YOUR RECORD FROM GERMANY, NOT THE UK!), and your second best option is to order via Bandcamp.

INTIMACY AND EXPANSIVENESS: LE JOUR ET LA NUIT DU RÉEL LIVE AT PUBLIC RECORDS, NYC, 22 SEPTEMBER 2023.
It is hard to put into words what this first US tour in 6 years has meant for me. In view of the ever more numerous tragedies happening in so many places right now, it feels almost inappropriate to be writing about this now, but I will proceed, as I think that music does have a role in curing our wounds, even if it may not stop war and wrongdoings.
I started playing live as Colleen more than 20 years ago and as of today have played exactly 240 shows: I had never experienced something like what I felt when I started playing the first song from my new album at @publicrecordsnyc , and I would rank this particular moment among the 5 most powerful things I’ve ever experienced.
Seeing that my music has always felt incredibly intimate and personal to me, but that the whole point of playing shows is to connect with my audience as people in a physical space, and that I nearly gave up on this in 2021, this show (and the whole tour, brief as it was) was more than I could ever have hoped for to cement my renewed commitment to live playing.
I was lucky enough to play 5 days before the flooding. I knew that the sound system and the room at Public Records are famous and I did have expectations, but nothing could have prepared me for this sensory experience. I would say it was the perfect combination of crowd, crew, instrumentation and sound: you were all in there packed like sardines, completely silent during the songs even though there is a bar (I distinctly remember the faint sound of ice cubes clicking against each other once in a while), and because the stage is so low and you were so close it felt incredibly intimate, almost as if we were all miraculously standing in my small studio in Barcelona, except the sound was so, so powerful that I could feel my internal organs trembling as I started playing. 

Thank you so much to all of you for being part of a moment that I will forever cherish, special thanks @francisscissor ,Chris @octavedowner on sound and all @publicrecordsnyc
🙏🙏🙏📷 @kamuter.world @mercymercymoi @maevesupilowski @mira_moore @eyehall @princed @lulusoni

EUROPEAN TOUR 2023 + NEW DATES 2024 – more dates to be added in 2024

14 10 The White Hotel / The Beauty Witch – MANCHESTER, UK – with Marlene Ribeiro

15 10 Kings Place – LONDON, UK – 6 pm – Luminate festival (individual tickets for my show)

19 10 Meet Factory – PRAGUE, CZ

20 10 Silent Green – BERLIN, DE

POSTPONED TO SPRING 2024: 10 11 BRUSSELS, BE 

05 11 Ekko Festival / Slettebakken Kirke – BERGEN, NO

11 11 Le Guess Who – UTRECHT, NL

14 12 L’Auditori / L’Afluent – BARCELONA, ES

16 12 Galeria Ze Dos Bois – LISBOA, PT

2024 DATES

19-23 03 Tremor -SAÕ MIGUEL, AZORES, PT

21-24 03 Big Ears – KNOXVILLE, TN, USA

A friendly reminder that tomorrow 17th September 1:00 PM CDT / 2pm EDT / 11am PDT / 8pm CEST / 7pm BST, Thrill Jockey and I will be hosting a listening party for Le jour et la nuit du réel ahead of the album’s official release on September 22nd. Join me for a live listen through of the full album, followed by a Q&A. First time doing this and I am really excited! Simply register on the Listening Party page (it’s free, of course!)

You can also read the first in-depth interview on the album via Offshelf.

Tour starts next week!

The past month has been intense in many ways and I can’t quite believe that in 15 days I’ll finally be flying to the US to start my tour on the very day of the album release: as usual, you wait and wait for something, and then when it’s about to happen, it almost doesn’t feel quite real… which is part of the theme of this album!
Today you can listen to the suite of 3 movements that closes the album, “Night looping”, a homage to insomnia, to laying in bed at night and thinking in loops about the best and the worst that could happen to you, or that may already have happened to you…

I hope you will enjoy this video of the second movement, which I shot in the sleepy presence of my beloved Sol one week ago. Technical explanations are in the subtitles of the video, and as usual, I’ll be happy to reply to any question you may have! As with the whole album, this song uses only one synth, the Moog Grandmother, and one delay, in this case the Moogerfooger MF-104M. Nothing else, and no digital production involved.

I love that in these videos you get to see up close how I recorded the music on the album, but also how I will play it live! On tour I will play the whole album, 1 hour, 21 movements, and I really can’t wait for the pleasure and the challenge of it. All dates are in my Songkick or on my website.
This video also gives me the opportunity to tell you I am launching my own YOUTUBE CHANNEL: no, I’m not going to have the time to create a lot of “content” there, but yes, I really wanted to host the video content I’ve created over the years on a platform that’s less volatile than Instagram and that lets you see the content on a full screen.
Last but not least, I am thrilled to tell you there is a Bandcamp listening party of Le jour on 17th September 1:00 PM CDT: we listen to the album, followed by a Q&A, in which I’ll be super happy to reply to your questions (including the tech stuff, OF COURSE). Event and registration here (it’s free of course).