colleen

MEMORY GLITCH, OR THE THROWN AWAY AND FORGOTTEN CASSETTE PLAYER.In September 2017, I released “Organ Song 1995” on my Bandcamp: a song made in 1995 on a Bontempi Avril organ I got as a present when I was 8 (Christmas 1984). I wrote a text (part of a series entitled “A personal keyboard archaeology”) to accompany that one-off release, which was meant as a gesture of endearment for the song that enabled me to discover the power of production through simply slowing down the tape when playing the recording.  

More than 20 years after the fact, I assumed that this must have been recorded with a cheap microphone on the 4-track Fostex XR-5 tape recorder I had gotten that same year. Mistake. Spending time here now at the house where I grew up, I unearthed the Fostex, and all of a sudden realized with absolute clarity that the song had been recorded prior to getting the Fostex, on the small, flat, rectangular  tape player and recorder I used for years to listen to music, before I got my first compact hifi system. Which means that it wasn’t even recorded with a microphone. The player had a slow down tape function, and I just played it back that way. To the best of my knowledge (I’m being cautious now), there is no effect: I didn’t own effects pedals at the time, and think the depth of the sound comes purely from the sheer amount of slowed down organ noise + tape artefacts. 

All of this is of course of very little importance, but I was struck by the fact that the seed of the Colleen project is even more simple and humble than I thought, and struck too that my memories could have been confused so easily, with me writing inaccurate information about my own musical history, all the while being convinced I was telling things reliably.This involuntary unreliability of memory and retelling strikes a chord with me on both a personal and family level and on a more global level, the world being what it is right now…

I looked for the tape player today, but it seems we threw it away some time ago… A shame, because I would have loved to re-enact that primal production scene…

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